"Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds . . ." Wm Shakespeare

Thursday, December 29, 2011

It is An Awesome Thing . . .

When the truth of God's love finally hits the heart.

To know God's love for us does not diminish or change

no matter what we are going through.

To know I can sing

"It Is Well With My Soul"

in the midst of dire circumstances . . . and really mean it

Circumstances do not change the love God has for me

nor does it change who I am

in Christ.

I am secure regardless of . . . . anything!

End of story, it cannot be challenged . . . . certainly not because of circumstances!

There is great peace in finally knowing this truth!

There is rest in the midst of the Journey.


Blessings from a Girl on a Journey

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Behaving in a New Manner

I was reading something this morning from 1 Thessalonians 2:12 where the Apostle Paul says, "so that you would walk in a manner worthy of the God who calls you into His own kingdom and glory" and thought about Princess Katherine.

Before she married Prince William, she was a commoner, a normal person, a person not of royal descent.
But . . . when she married him, she was grafted into the Royal family, became a member and her whole life took on a new look.

She no longer behaves as she did before. Her whole life has been changed and she now must act with the decorum of Royalty.

Before we became Christians, before we were grafted into the heavenly Royal family, we were commoners and we behaved as we wished, doing what we wanted, going where we wanted and behaving in all manner according to our own dictates.

But . . . when we were grafted into this Royal family, our lives also took on a whole new look and we now must behave with the decorum of our new Royal roots. We now must take on the behaviour of one belonging to Royalty. We no longer speak as we once did, now our speech is seasoned with grace, gentleness, kindness and love. We no longer dress as commoners, we dress with modesty befitting Royalty. We no longer go or do as we please, we belong to the Royal family and there are parameters which surround our lives which we need to adhere to.

The Bible is full of verses which tell us what this life of Royalty looks like. There are verses which tell us that we may live in the world but are not to conform to the world. This is not just about our actions but . . . I believe it means we no longer 'think' as a commoner thinks, we now think as Jesus does, we take on His value system, the value system of Royalty. The Sermon on the Mount, the Beatitudes and many other teachings tell us now how we are to behave, speak etc.

Now that we are Royalty, our whole lives, everything about us must now be changed to reflect our new life. We are now Royalty! We are no longer commoners!

Can you imagine if Princess Katherine went about in jeans with holes in them, or bared her midriff, or sported body piercings and didn't do what her royal duties demanded but did what she wanted?? It would put a stain on the Royal family, she would bring shame to the Windsor house & name. Thankfully she has chosen to comport herself in a manner worthy of her calling and she brings them honor.

Why, when we have been grafted into the highest Royal family; the Royalty of King Jesus, why would we even consider that life should just go on as we please. We do not honor the King of Kings and we bring shame upon the Christian house, the Christian name when do not conduct ourselves in a manner worthy of our highest calling, the cause of Christ and His glory.

Onward we journey together in this Journey of a Life lived as Royalty. It's my prayer that each day we choose to walk in a manner worthy of being called a Child of God. I'm not saying it's always easy making the choice, but it's always rewarding and always pleasing to our King.

Journey Girl

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Was Jesus Really Born on December 25th?

This post is from another source. I cannot tell you the name of the website (my bad) but wanted to give food for thought. For me ~ it's time to set some things in my life straight and to live accordingly.

I hope you see something in this that touches your life.

Girl on a Journey - of truth

“But you, O Bethlehem Ephrathah, are only a small village among all the
people of Judah. Yet a ruler of Israel will come from you, one whose origins are from the distant past.” (Micah 5:2)

Christians around the world have already set up their Christmas trees,
bought their presents to give family and friends, and depending on which
denomination they are a part of, will be celebrating the prophetic
fulfillment of the birth of the Jewish Messiah in Bethlehem.

Orthodox Christians, unlike Protestants, do not celebrate it on
December 25th.

The tradition of the Christmas tree arose out of tree worship that has existed in many societies throughout history.

“I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. Today in
the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the
Lord.” (Luke 2:10-11)

The Tanakh (Jewish Scriptures) doesn't identify the month in which the
Messiah would be born, and the Brit Chadasha (New Testament) doesn't
identify the date he was born.

When was the Messiah Born?

Although Christmas is a well established Christian tradition, Biblical scholars suggest that December 25th is not the true date of Yeshua’s birth.

Winter in Israel is generally too cold at night to be out shepherding flocks,
and yet at the time of Yeshua’s birth, the shepherds were in the fields watching over their flocks at night.

This month it has been sunny and hot during the day. The men at our ministry wear short sleeve shirts, but around 4 PM each day as the sun goes down, it becomes freezing cold, and you need to put on a warm jacket.

“And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night.” (Luke 2:8)

The fact that shepherds were in the field keeping watch over their sheep at
night when Yeshua was born likely indicates that he was not born in the
winter. Some scholars suggest the sheep were brough under cover from
November to March.

Winter in Israel is not the logical time to take a census, and yet at the time
of Yeshua’s birth, Joseph and Miriam (Mary), had gone to Beit Lechem
(Bethlehem) to register for a census (Luke 2:1-5).

Jerusalem would only have been so crowded at the time of one of the three
pilgrimage feasts: Passover, Shavuot (Pentecost) or Sukkot (Tabernacles/
Booths). For Yeshua’s birth, Jerusalem was so crowded that there was no room at the inn.

“While they were there, the time came for the baby to be born, and she gave birth to her firstborn, a son. She wrapped him in cloths and placed him in a manger, because there was no guest room available for them.” (Luke 2:6-7)

Likely, Yeshua was born at the end of the harvest, during the Biblical holiday of Sukkot, fulfilling the Scripture that one day the Lord would ‘tabernacle’ with His people.

“Look! God’s dwelling (Sukkah) is now among the people, and He will
dwell with them. They will be His people, and God Himself will be with
them and be their God.” (Revelation 21:3)

God first revealed Messiah's birth to nearby shepherds.

Birthdays and the Culture of the Time

“The end of a matter is better than its beginning, and patience is better than
pride.” (Ecclesiastes 7:8)

Yeshua was born into a completely Jewish, Hebraic culture where the date of one’s death was remembered and observed rather than the date of one’s birth. This could explain why we are certain of the date of his death (Passover), but not clear on the date of his birth.

How, then, did December 25th come to be celebrated as the day of Jesus’
birth and what is the origin of the festival of Christmas?

It was certainly not included in the early celebrations of the Christian church.
The Catholic Encyclopedia says, “Christmas was not among the earliest
festivals of the Church. Irenaeus and Tertullian [early Church fathers] do
not show it on their list of feasts.”

Later, when churches in different parts of the world began celebrating the
birthday of Jesus, they had various opinions as to the correct date. It was
not until the latter part of the fourth century that the Roman Church began observing December 25th.

By the fifth century, it was decreed that the birth of Jesus be forever
observed on this date
, even though this was the day of the old Roman feast of the birth of Sol, one of the names of the sun-god.

Mithraism—a large, pagan, sun worship cult fostered the celebration of
December 25th as a holiday throughout the Roman and Greek worlds.

This winter festival was called ‘the nativity’ and ‘the Nativity of the sun’.
Semiramis, the Queen of Babylon, (also called the Queen of Heaven and
Ishtar) contaminated the Israelites’ worship of God with Baal worship
(Jeremiah 7:18, 44:17).

“The children gather wood, the fathers light the fire and the women knead the dough and make cakes to offer to the Queen of Heaven. They pour out
drink offerings to other gods to arouse my anger.” (Jeremiah 7:18)

Semiramis ordered the ancient world to celebrate the birth of her son
Tammuz, who was apparently believed to be the sun god reincarnated.
She set December 25th as the date of Baal’s birth on the advice of her
astrologers, since the sun is at its farthest point from the earth during the
winter solstice.

Over time, the sun god came to be worshipped all over the ancient world on this date of December 25th. It was a time of orgies, drunkenness, and the sacrificing of infants to the pagan god, Baal.

Because this feast was so popular among the pagan population of Greece
and Rome, the date was simply adopted as the time of the birth of Jesus
by the Roman church.

Although Christmas caroling today brings cheer to many Christians, in
their earliest beginnings, carols really had nothing to do with Christmas.
The melodies were originally written to accompany an ancient dance form
called the circle dance associated with fertility rites and pagan festivities.

Many customs associated with the season–the giving of gifts, house-to-house caroling, and the general rejoicing and festivity derived from this winter festival of Saturnalia–are a remnant of paganism that has remained attached to the Christian Church.

The Christians who first observed the birth of Jesus on December 25 did not do so thinking that he was born on that day, but because the pagan winter festival of Saturnalia was celebrated on that date in Rome, they were willing to have this pagan holiday metamorphosed into a Christian one.

Due to its known pagan origin, the Puritans (Christians from the Church of England) banned Christmas altogether. In Massachusetts, its observance was illegal between 1659 and 1681.

Despite its association with paganism, Christmas was, and still is, celebrated by most Christians.

Rabbis and Orthodox Jewish anti-missionaries, often use this information to
confirm that Christianity is a pagan religion and that the story of Jesus’
birth is just a myth from the pagan festival of the birth of Sol the sun-god.
According to this logic, Yeshua couldn't be the Jewish Messiah!

This mosaic found in the Vatican grottoes under St. Peter's Basilica,
on the ceiling of the tomb of the Julii (Pope Julius I), represents
Messiah Yeshua (Jesus) as the sun-god Helios or Sol Invictus riding in his
chariot. It's dated the 3rd century AD.

According to David Kertzer, in his book The Popes Against the Jews: The
Vatican’s Role in the Rise of Modern Anti-Semitism
, throughout the 18th
and 19th centuries CE, Jewish rabbis of the ghetto in Rome were forced to
wear clownish outfits and march through the city streets to the jeers of the
crowd, pelted by a variety of missiles as part of the Saturnalia carnival
(p. 74).

In 1836, the Jewish community of Rome sent a petition to Pope Gregory
XVI pleading with him to stop the annual Saturnalia abuse of the Jewish
community, to which the Pope responded, “It is not opportune to make any

And on December 25, 1881, riots broke out across Poland when Christian
leaders incited the Polish masses into an anti-Semitic frenzy. On this
Christmas Day, twelve Jews were brutally murdered in Warsaw, several
others injured, and many Jewish women raped. In addition to the personal
violence, two million rubles of Jewish property was destroyed.

The Origins of Christmas Customs

The season of Christmas can be a joyous time. Many Christians set up
Christmas trees with beautiful lights, and as long as it brings joy to family and friends while keeping them focused on the Messiah Yeshua (Jesus) and all the blessings from God, then that’s a blessing.

However, one should know the history of traditions that they keep.

While the custom of decorating a Christmas tree dates back only a few
centuries, the principle behind it is ancient. Pagans had a custom of
worshipping trees in the forest (Jeremiah 7:18), or bringing them into their
homes and decorating them, and this observance was adopted by the
Christian Church.

Furthermore, sacred trees as symbols of the life force were also associated with Canaanite cults.

Cylinder seals dating from the Late Bronze Age often show a worshipper
standing in front of a tree.

Seals depicting sacred trees have been found at Megiddo and other archaeological sites in Israel.

Other seals dating from the 8th to the 10th centuries BC, which depict a tree flanked by worshippers, have been found at Lachish, Beth-shemesh, Gibeon, Samaria, and Megiddo archaeological sites in Israel.
A drawing of a sacred tree with lily flowers being eaten by two ibex was
discovered on a jar at the religious center of Kuntillet Ajrud. Gold pendants
of the Late Bronze Age from Tell al-Ajjul (near Gaza) and from Ugarit show
stylized trees growing out of a formalized goddess, according to ‘The
Harper Atlas of the Bible
’ (pgs.101-102).

Sexual intercourse under these "holy" trees was thought to transmit the
potency and vitality of the goddess.

"They sacrifice on the mountaintops and burn offerings on the hills, under oak, poplar and terebinth trees, where the shade is pleasant. Therefore your daughters turn to prostitution and your daughters-in-law to adultery." (Hosea 4:13)

These female deities could well have been the Asherah or Astarte who are
often mentioned in the Jewish Scriptures (Tanakh/Old Testament) as the
consort of the weather god Baal.

"The Israelites did evil in the eyes of the Lord; they forgot the Lord their God and served the Baals and the Asherahs." (Judges 3:7)

In at least 10 Bible references, the green tree is associated with idolatry and false worship.

"They also set up for themselves high places, sacred stones and Asherah poles on every high hill and under every spreading tree." (1 Kings 14:23)

The use of holly and mistletoe comes from the Druid ceremonies. Some
historians think that the Druids used mistletoe to poison their human
sacrificial victim.

Kissing under the mistletoe is a synthesis of Druid sacrificial rituals with Saturnalia sexual immorality.

Places of worship with sacred Christmas trees are frequently mentioned in the Bible and the prophet Jeremiah condemned their use:

“Do not learn the ways of the nations... For the customs of the peoples are
worthless; they cut a tree out of the forest, and a craftsman shapes it with his chisel. They adorn it with silver and gold; they fasten it with hammer and nails so it will not totter.” (Jeremiah 10:1-4)

Christmas Today

“Look! The virgin will conceive a child! She will give birth to a son, and they
will call him Immanuel, which means ‘God is with us.’” (Matthew 1:23)

In light of all this information, some Messianic Jews and Gentiles choose not to celebrate Christmas in any form whatsoever, while others continue to
celebrate December 25th as Jesus’ birthday.

It is important to refrain from condemning those who choose to
celebrate Christmas, as well as those who choose not to.

What is truly important during this season, while people are confronted with
the birth of the Messiah, is to spread the good news that Yeshua came as
the Light of the World, not to condemn the world, but to save it.

"I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in
darkness, but will have the light of life." (John 8:12)

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that
whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.” (John 3:16)

Redeeming the Time
"Make the most of every opportunity in these evil days." (Ephesians 5:16)
Although the celebration of Christmas has pagan origins, this time can be redeemed by doing special mitzvot (good deeds) to help those who are feeling lost or alone while others are celebrating with friends and family.

It’s a fact that this time of the year is the hardest for many people who
don’t have family or who are struggling.

We can be a ‘light’ by bringing cheer, comfort, hope and support into the
lives of friends, family, neighbors, and those less fortunate than ourselves.

This season is a good time to help single mothers, widows, or anyone who
has fallen upon hard times.

Many Christians will celebrate the pagan traditions in ignorance on one day
of the year – December 25th. However our focus should be celebrating the
Messiah’s birth and life everyday of the year as Yeshua was born in
prophetic fulfillment of the Scripture to redeem the world.

We need to celebrate our Creator and His Scriptures (The Word) and the
Messiah (The Word that became flesh).

“For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on His shoulders. And He will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God,
Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.” (Isaiah 9:6)

God is love and so He gives His very best to us. We can choose to share the love of God during this festive season by giving of ourselves so that others can also come to know His salvation (Yeshua)

This year Christmas and Chanukah fall during the same week – so please remember the Jewish People, and to help us bring the Word of God to them.

Friday, December 2, 2011

Life is Good, when we choose to let it be

When did I stop thinking life was dessert?

When did I stop thinking life was something to take slow, savouring e
very moment, every bite of time that was mine to savour?

When did I allow the tyranny of the urgent become an emergency?

When did I allow the toxic side-affects of life
in this fallen world to poison my outlook of the gift that time in my life is?

When did I stop being nurtured by the things that give life to my soul because of the tyranny of the urgent?

When was the last time I strolled through or sat in the Corby Rose Garden just to be still and smell the roses?

When was the last time I just sat and enjoyed reading a book to my young granddaughter?

When was the last time I sat at the waters' edge and just listened to the music of the waves?

When was the last time I saw something spectacular and rather than take it all in, regretted that I did not have my camera to capture the beauty? And, can a captured moment really reflect the whole of the moment? The sounds, the smells, the atmosphere?

When was the last time I had a conversation with a friend and was truly 'there' in the moment without thought of conjugating French verbs, what I would have for dinner, or allowed the intrusion of my job into my mind as I sat 'listening'? Was I truly listening with my whole heart and attention?

When did I stop being engaged in the lives of the people all around me? Do I smile and say hello when I'm walking along the waterfront trail or keep my eyes and face averted? Do I smile and say hello to people on the street when I walk by? Even if I don't speak, do I look them in the eye and smile? Truly, looking others in the eyes and smiling makes a huge difference (try it and see).

When did I stop seeing all the wonder in my life because I allowed the bad things to push away the awesome?

When did I stop being thankful?

I recently began a journal entry.
I want to reach a thousand things, or more, in my every day life that I am thankful for.
I want to change the DNA of my heart from one of being grumpy because of the acidic influences in life, to one of being thankful in every situation, thankful in all things.

I want to start seeing differently, I want to feel things differently. When things go sour (and they will), I want to be the optimist who, because Christ lives in my heart, can see the good, can be thankful because I know 'all things work together for good' (Rom. 8:28) because God 'has a plan for me' (Jer. 29:11)

When did I stop believing God has a plan for my life and that He is good?

When did all this happen?

Gradually, slowly as life got busier and I spent less and less time on the good things.

When I spent more time looking at the ugliness, it blinded the eyes of my heart, the place where I see good and am grateful for it.

When I allowed the bad things in life to overshadow the good.

When I allowed the tyranny of the urgent to speed up and overtake the slower things in life that bring joy, peace and contentment to my soul.

When I allowed all this and more to be in control, when I lost my focus, when I turned away from the choice to choose and became a tumble-weed being blown about by every wind of turmoil and adversity.

So now I choose. I suspect it will be a journey of ups and downs, but that's what makes life an adventure.

As I choose to give thanks in all things, I know God will give the grace I need to get me through.

When I grumble or complain, that's my pride saying I don't deserve this, I ought to be treated better dammit!! and that's pride with a capital P.

James 4:6 says, "GOD IS OPPOSED
So basically when I am proud, I actually prevent God from giving me the grace I need, but when I give thanks for 'all things', and in humility trust Him to work it all out for my good, He gives me grace.

It's a lot to chew on, a lot to digest and it's darn hard to actually do when the flesh is screaming for justice, but I know its truth.

Blessings to you from a fellow . . . . Journey Girl

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Is The Grass Always Greener???

I'm old enough now to say, "I'm not so sure about that!" It's taken me years of experiences and years of striving for that illusive 'something' that would make my life better, greener if you will, to find out that is not always so. I realize my life is what it is and no amount of striving is going to make it better.

What makes it better is a day by day choosing to focus and give thanks for what I have, not in whining about what I don't have.

I thought being married again would make my life better. Then I went on a couple of dates.

I thought having enough money, well a bit more than enough, would make my life better. I'm still waiting on that one :)

I thought I never wanted to live alone again. Then I discovered I thrive on solitude and being alone.

I thought, I thought, I thought. Now I know that changing my thoughts changes the quality of life I have right now.

If I think negative thoughts, my life is lacking and depressing.
If I think positive thoughts, my life is rich and lacking nothing.

A friend has this on her outgoing emails, to which I am a recipient, it's a good reminder:

"If you look at what you do not have in life, you don't have anything. If you look at what you have in life, you have everything". I like that.

Paul, I think it was Paul, said we are to 'take every thought captive to the truth of Christ' (para) and the older I get the more I realize it's truth. Now if I could only remember that and follow through!!

Blessings, one more little tidbit in my life on a Journey

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Rejoice Always

1st Thessalonians 5:16 ~ rejoice always . . . . this verse has always tripped me up. I’d wonder how it’s possible to rejoice always in the face of so many trials and traumas, when my heart is breaking and I’m feeling so sad and alone.

Well, as we give thanks in everything (1 Thess. 5:18), we can also rejoice in spite of our circumstances because of the ‘goodness’ of God, but also because of all Christ has done for us, for all God provides for us emotionally, mentally, spiritually even when our physical, social, financial lives may be falling apart. We just have to choose to help ourselves to all He has made available to help us through those challenges.

I’m really beginning to see how God’s Word all works together to encourage, exhort and build us up.

Blessings, Girl on a Journey of discovery

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Here it is mid-July and not a bit written. My journal is full but my blog has been sadly neglected.

I've been fighting, learning, walking out my salvation with fear and trembling. I've been angry, hurt, disappointed and oh so sad, but I think I'm finally coming out the other side and it's good!

I'm learning so much at times it feels like my head is spinning. The learning is good, I thrive on learning but it's the 'walking-out' in day to day living that is the hardest.

Sometimes when I'm in the thick of things I get lost in the turmoil. That is when I need to slow things down, breathe and think on all things good.

I say it often, but it comes down to choice. It always comes down to choice.

Journey Girl

Monday, June 6, 2011

So much has gone on . . . .

It's hard to know where to begin, it's been a while since posting and a lot has happened.

The most exciting thing has been moving into my own place. For the past few years I've been asking God for a place of my own that's not a 'box', meaning not the usual square or rectangular apartment. So it's with great excitement I came in early May to see a house on George Street. This house is a big old Victorian which was split into 3 units. It has the things I love; large baseboards, high ceilings, bay window and hardwood floors and to my absolute delight . . . . a rounded wall. No box this place!! I moved in 3 weeks later and am slowly getting it set up!

At the end of this month I'll mark 6 months working for the blind mortgage and real estate broker. It's an understatement to say it's not been easy, but I'm learning lots, both about myself and about living the Christian life. Anyone who says being a Christian is easy, or is a crutch has no idea what being a Christian is about at all. This has been the most challenging thing I've ever lived through. It's true about the 'going around the mountain' analogy. Would that I had learned this when I was younger, I may not have lost my marriage and would not now have to deal with a boss who is about 8 times more difficult than my X-husband!! Those of you who know both men will understand what I'm talking about!! The rest of you . . . . use your imagination :)

The best part about being a Christian is having the God of the Universe, the One who created everything right there beside me, cheering me on, helping me, giving me understanding and showing me the best way to handle things (when I'm willing and ready to listen). He is not a crutch, He is the best Friend a person can have and when everyone else leaves you alone, He is always here! He is the Father we all need but never had, the Big Brother who defends and watches out for me. He's the One who provides all I really need, the best Listener, the gentlest and most compassionate Teacher and the best Lover of my soul I will ever have. He is the truest Soul Mate a girl can have.

I'm going to add a poem at the end of here which I've posted before, but it fits very well the biggest challenge a Christ follower has in living this life.

I continue trying to attend a Wednesday evening study group, but it's hit and miss most of the time. So many things get in the way of going and sometimes I'm just plain exhausted and want my own quiet place at the end of a long day at work. We're studying a book by Larry Crabb and it's been the biggest challenge but the most helpful in regards to living and loving God's way.

So you are now caught up. Not much has been happening in my outer world, but what's happening in my inner life is what really counts anyway as it's the part of me that will last for eternity. Where I live, what I drive, what I wear and have for dinner will pass away into nothingness, but the part of me that's eternal is the part that God is most interested in changing and so I'm content . . . . for the most part. Odd, that being content thing, because at the same time as being content with my outer life, my inner self chafes at the changes God is making, all which are diametrically opposed to what I was raised to, and always believed what being a Christian is all about. Oh well . . . . it's all good!

Read on, this is the poem I mentioned above:


Author Unknown

Let others write of battles fought

Of bloody, ghastly fields

Where honor greets the man who wins

And death the man who yields

But I will write of him who fights

And vanquishes his sins

Who struggles on through weary years

Against himself, and wins

He is a hero stanch and brave

Who fights an unseen foe

And puts at last beneath his feet

His passions base and low

Who stands erect in manhood’s might

Undaunted, undismayed

The bravest man who drew a sword

In foray or in raid

It calls for something more than brawn

Or muscle to o’ercome

An enemy who marcheth not

With banner, plume, or drum

A foe forever lurking nigh

With silent, stealthy tread

Forever near your board by day

At night beside your bed

All honor then, to that brave heart

Though poor or rich he be

Who struggles with his baser part

Who conquers and is free!

He may not wear a hero’s crown

Or fill a hero’s grave

But truth will place his name among

The bravest of the brave.